this week very busy with innovate our internet borderless access by install router app. I visited my son on Monday to settle it against the bitch, his mom's curse. but she in fact absent. according my son his mom in a 3 days tour out. we indeed enjoy more broader freedom online. my son more or less agreed with me the endeavor after we called it a day and watched Amazon video together with his pad game. last Saturday I taught him a lesson when I found he didn't respect my gift, his new Sony SmartWatch, and ditched aside. I blamed him wrong judgement upon quality of people and thing. later we reconciled in excuse of his naive. since left him I busy with fine tune my website template for 2 days, adding page break into all articles to make homepage more tidy with summaries, more compelling in versatile layouts, esp columns. last night after fixed chrome missing flash plugin and doesn't play video, after enjoyed the peace of watching my favorite USA TV drama, I deeply missing my son, doubting why he turned off so long, ignored my instant message. lately around 9:30pm I buzzed him but he likely slept. this morning I felt sleepy again after breakfast, I tried to immerse in reading and watching but failed. in nap I dreamt I cooking some delicacy in a niche with hotpot, the mood likely in my hometown and my old family, except I am the husband and father. I waited and waited while my son or my concerned more or less impatient. when I ready to open beer, I in urgency to poo but can't help shit in my pant. I intended to replace my under clothes in toilet room by myself but at once woke up. God, dad, I do my best to improve our living environment. even it likely not in my son's interest but I inspired to do it on my own. dad, what's wrong in my son's silence upon my efforts to equip him? Dad God, what's my futile to bring about improvement in my son's living standard? or is it just the sinful little woman's curse and reckless blockage? grant me good stay with my son, in my means catering to him. bring me sooner my Royal China to fix the uncertainty in unity my son, Hope of China, God of Universe. bring us home and voyage with my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. engage me with my cyberspace startup, and traffic meaningful to our web presence. thx, Father.