breaking GFW can be draining, but more or less I now was in the currency of world reports, esp. google, facebook and twitter. but its in fact filtered, though. breaking my new smartphone within PRC even harder to embrace google apps suite. the frustration haunted me for near a week and I still in search for freedom. PRC now in prewar as it propagandas, or never ending war domestic challenges world record of democracy, humanity, and religion sanity without a trial.
these days my dorm's borderless web perfectly accessible while my son's vpn under shaky interruption. downloading of most our liked pc games turns terrible torment. still we feel trophic after got our os update. sinful PRC with its dictation emasculates all spirits but cold skull of the society as well as its products like cheap smartphone ripped google apps. it doomed in coming decades after developing countries under democracy stride ahead, in qualified product and service with the world informative.
recently with online audio ebook and courses, I spent more time being a good learner, blogging less before dream inspires me. I also enchanted by online shopping which more and more unaffordable in my crisis of credit debt and PRC stagnant economy before its prewar. I have no far sight upon the dark time ahead except instinction lives with commitment and sanity in innocence.
It could be a happy gathering between my son, woz, and his proud dad. but his mom, the poor drained woman whose miserable pose and complexion in last weekend visit empathized me and granted her my debt to her to support my son's living cost via her, now bites me back by arranging once more tourism with my son, recklessly attempting my son with poisonous gift to separate us. my son in cases stupidly testified if my fine temper was ruined by his tentative ignoring my instant message to him with his mom's domineer gift mostly at our cost in future. God, so long I was deprived a smart partner handling this kind of scam with more dignity.
I was likely in tourism to Taipei. when we lined up in front of parliament hall, I bored and scratched pocket, then finger nails drag out a toll of large amount old era bills hidden. my neighbor schoolmates found at once and yelled. I evaded chase and made sure the amount is large. I or schoolmates commented: in communism anything you found will be confiscated, or seized by larger organization and only in lawful nation your findings belongs to u. then in the monitor and a girl schoolmate's house in Taipei they invited me. her mother preparing meal for us.
it all starts with windows 10 unable to play podcast after screensaver off, ie. hibernation. I then thought I can use my android pad to play google music. but the sound system on a pad too feeble and likely harmful under long play load. drains a pad by its broken speaker is far from economic, so I noticed an independent speaker would fit my need. I have seen so many boomboxes in recent years after more and more citizen adopting dusk jog in music errand. I hate coarse folk music loudly occupies open space, but I gradually perceived portable speaker's popularity.
dreamt of my relocation. last night the rain rhythm was one of the most beautiful moment in my life. this morning I felt sleepy and dreamt of in my hometown with my teenage friend, Fang, a professor now in my crisis of jobless. I saw myself rode a bike on mountainous road to visit Fang's village, where he suggested I trying to find a job in City Huangshi, means yellow stone, where he once worked there. I said I would be a driver then seek promotion to office work, refuted his suggestion of straightly more elegant job he will help. my son and his mom arrived before my departure.
a laughable dream. in dawn dream in my hometown while I busy with my stuff, my nephews, a dear and a farer relative, watching TV quiz program. then they won prize of ￥70,000. that's great but I'm not moved and continue my work. then the TV program producer woman from Shanghai visited with my passed mother's companion. soon I got known their plan, they want reward me for my higher education background for promoting their program's popularity, instead of the 2 kids. before I reply I woke up. last night I busy lately around 0pm till music library all settled for my new bluetooth speaker.
dreamt of just graduated. in dawn dream I gathered with schoolmates before leaving for society. I commented after philosophy major we do understand better abstract noun and use it better. I again didn't attend graduate exam and gave up applying my certificate of bachelor. after almost all other schoolmates left I stayed with my beloved girl to farewell the dean office. I holding my girl who will stay in Tianjin, where her hometown and work in petroleum industry, deeply and she accepted with tendering. I will make living with what I have except scholar proof.
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