last night it rained again after 2 sunny days and lots of rains in the summer. even near hottest period in lunar calendar, it's cool now. in every sense of bountifulness, it is. God dad, let it be my paradise here, in my hometown dream, in our traveling dreamland never enough esp for current trap falling PRC setup.
the pale week almost passed. with it is my passionate for a new chromebox equipped with native google play apps support. now almost firmer on my land supportive, my hope with it flying deeper in lonely universe. God, dad, bring grace upon people Zhu concerns. bring peace and joys in heart of alien women newly joined us.
another week almost shift away. my life turns more static and motionless. the rains made us rich while kept us awaiting. we are sedative and enduring. my websites hosted by godaddy near a week didn't auto-backup itself but I didn't intervene for reason. my emails far more scarce and I let it be. God dad, put me in more heat of social active and business oriental.
this summer never been so high with financial support. with it we updated woz's mobile, my smartwatch, domain renewal, and our seasonal clothes. I never dare to expect it. after May update woz's Asus flip chromebook which costs ￥2100, I duly thought we are done in gifts. but now I saw pinnacle of 2018 summer heat. God dad, we are in faith of never took things for granted.
now my daily report on my journal and task maintains one item or several each day. it's hard in my new fifties praying for new adventure. I have to balance budget, energy, long term goal, etc to target a new achievement. however, I was satisfied by my recent workload and output. God dad, grant me meaningful workload and progress of my holy mission here on the earth!
dorm underwent net connection transferring from Ethernet to fiber optics within 3 days. now all new tech and beneficial in their performance, which quite enjoyable. PRC surveillance still clear and hidden and mingled between, while God, I'm totally believer of progress, of your mercy and unified road toward gracious destine.
this drizzle outside reminds my most beautiful memories of my hometown and childhood. in this eccentric city, I sometimes doubting if I a stranger or a nomad. God dad, I seemingly no concern in this world except my son, my Empire of China to reclaim. grant us progress in the task list.
woz 13th birthday celebration after his normal late class near 7pm. proudest dad, benzrad, prepared him a dearest cake he ever bought, ￥128 for breeze & strawberry language (和风莓语) from a nearby bakery he haunted with woz several years ago.
it's a silent morning. my son, woz, reserved joy the new Asus flip chromebook brings, with me, let the gear alone near 2 weeks in his hands intact before unfold its full power and beauty till we together focused its full strength, its durable being cool. we love it. my son proved his affection upon the handy tool, its beautiful screen for larger gaming experience. thx God, we possess it now, and hopefully it lasts at least half decade.
last weekend I left my son in gaming on his new flip chromebook earlier, partially evaded his messy mother's beg for aid to support my son's living. I recorded her loan ￥700/mon to support my son's living expenses, which mounts to near ￥20,000 so far, and told her I penniless each month with my bills and poor salary. my son last night likely upset by his mom's attitude and shown no respect of my query of his ongoing updating his wintel. he don't know his mom's failure and harm in her family education, as normal cheap Chinese.
