these days i burning my talent for composing my desire for 2 alumn in its weixun group. I had being so pale in emotional life. they r souce of my rising proud & tendering. It's time of my monthly blog release, and messed with launch time. God's mercy, i now may have a breath.

my life simpler with single goal fought for love. I had satisfaction among my haunted restaurant woman operators, my dorm administrative female accountant, my dear elder sister, but my most passionate is my alumnus, a tall girl & a talent girl. I have nothing but talkative, still I had self-esteem to chase their emotional support.

a day passed, and a week passed. every morning when i got up, i reckon if my work worth the pains i put on, and each time, i felt the promising day God grants. half hour later, I will have my main meal in the day, and God's mercy, it always so rich & elegant. holy spirit, clear my debt sooner to allow my aid to my son who now had 2 meals in school arrives in time.

PRC surveillance again ruined my database & drained my website. as long as they burning money on my asset, that's Ok: I like every common Chinese killing the old mule with my straw & light-heartedly. my new Japanese heat blanket will arrive in days, for my kid brother bought me PRC heat blanket already wrecked in less than a season: the LED control interface doesn't show any more. dear God, quality so important among products & society.

this month really a harvest: I gain a most surprising salary, 6000cny in a bundle. I made well usage of it. holy doesn't let me worry and now I saw it. in any sense, It's blissful. in coming harshness of the elder, my independence will intact. God's mercy, I was far more fortunate than my pals in my life's arrangement, like housing, parenting, retirement, etc. God's mercy, glory of the son constantly shines.

I once humble & trying wait till my salary release day, but then I felt Holy bliss not only that, so i reached out for help. the mean dorm canteen & my sister both attempt to evade, but they were let stay to support. dad God, all the afternoon I wonder how to make better usage of the blanket, and I will lay it barely under my bed quilt, not using it to heat wet bedclothes any more, I hope warmth on any level of bed will vanish the moisture beneath.

day in day out, PRC surveillance fought seesaw war upon my website: implant trash data into my database via the web app's bug. if I carelessly not clean cache tables in time, then my website will go down. dear God, the job i can do better & better while the zombie hackers, mostly young cheap Chinese youth will die nobody.

a week passed since last posting online which improves my presence worldly. last week my dining bills again surplus my budget, God dad, I had many fears but I didn't retreat. in a decade I will retired but I don't have retirement saving plan. dear God dad, I saw more severe problem with sinking PRC in its embracing aging society.

PRC surveillance hired dog broke my site once more, here a harsh re-write of summary which lost due to database failure. God today is sunny, even harder to maintain this web app for its buggy & inconsistent upgrade, I decided to try my best to save it from ruin. God dad, my era will be in glory with this small beautiful app setup my presence here. thx, holy!

PRC surveillance hired dog broke my site once more, here a harsh re-write of summary which lost due to database failure. God today is sunny, even harder to maintain this web app for its buggy & inconsistent upgrade, I decided to try my best to save it from ruin. God dad, my era will be in glory with this small beautiful app setup my presence here. thx, holy!