with the saint snow I felt most upraised, among humiliation even undeserving. now a day passed, I stand firmer on my base and doubting how 1000 CNY worths. God, in 2018 we will save for the purchase of ultra convertible chromebook, we self-reliable, but how many Chinese families begging for a living or improvement in poverty in post PRC communism?
Does Chinese in PRC deserves a better future out of dictation and economic tumor?
starter of lunar 2018 rolls out peacefully and fruitfully. my workload, mostly not planned, enviable thicker than busy summer or other serious seasons. I worked more than 30 hours without break restoring my portable operating systems. PRC surveillance day by day harsher after their holiday, resulting more time wasted in my waiting for delayed connections or downloading. however, I wouldn't be the last one to fight against the life time thief in the totalitarian nation.
these days much fruitful after overnight work to rebuild portable workspace, in which lunar 2018 speech descends in a middle size of snow. I have no fussy upon deterioration of PRC dictation, on the fake communism road ghost secondary challenger German and Russia against British and USA 20 decades ago beset. God dad, my solution for world crisis of leadership, the fate of Chinese once glorious under my ancestor's title, both revealed.
it had been enduring no funny in lunar new year for a homeless. now hardest part passed and I almost saw its end. what a world different tribes projected anticipation upon their holiday, norm of celebration and relief? I am a consolidate beneficiary of unite holy open freedom universe USA points toward, even itself undergo pressure test of survive cheap mob esp illegal immigrants and abnormal individualism, enemies of hero and grace.
this morning I slept sound, but remaining is mid dream of logic. I busy with blog since got up, before making myself breakfast in dorm. now almost settled the long waiting article in the year end, my joy upon new year and new celebration just appears.
this week ran smoothly as no more utterance, note taking on our portal online. but I did lots of notes via google keep for coming retirement of my chromebook. I can't wait for equipping my son, woz, a new asus flip chromebook, convertible, ultra portable. then I will see my first DIY linux notebook from old chromebook. God, dad, why I relentlessly prepare myself work space? for its too hard to fight bare hand against sinful dying ghost of Communism China, their corpse of tyrant, repulsive insane fetish of past and vanish.
after so many relentless anticipations upon monthly reuniting my son, woz, at my QRRS Dorm, we finally got our wonderful work out in the weekends: woz's adoption in eclipse for his c++ programming IDE, our new google home mini more functional with native English interface & voice command empowered by native rich content support. we even gained a better salary for year end purchases.
this week mostly rested in idleness, while lots of naps yet brought peace. a once QRRS hostel waitress, who more or less treated me above average when QRRS Dorm canteen's food too coarse to bite 2 decades ago, and my QRRS dorm colleagues invited me to join together to dine nearby QRRS hostel which solely serving VIP guests & with better food, so we took advantage of our newly graduate & dined there without determent then. the elder woman now abused my polite by creating more unusual chances to nod me, and stalked me with her poor husband. as insane as it, more sinful is the dark eyes behind the curtain of PRC surveillance encloses me decades in drainage of PRC's doomed society.
so beautiful night life when I lingering in thoughts while radio echoes my fantasy. in day time, sometimes I boring with thoughtful, but in night which is short I often felt bright enough for staying and retrospection. last night I roamed a lot in my history and anxious if my sleep unstable. but that proven clueless. I woke up with message and joy of peace & meaningful.
in satisfaction of second adopting dico's luncheon since credit life back to 2015, it's our new year hope that stable average life in PRC sustainable & carefully evades world food crisis. God dad, even Iran people trying get rid of dictator confronted by starvation and deteriorated life, nowadays, when we all acquire world peace in danger, human society as animal breed should evolve to higher spiritually guided and Christian central?
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- dreamt of twin babies birth. 10 个月 2 周 ago
- dreamt of alumni gathering and travel. 10 个月 4 周 ago
- dreamt of my infant and pending youth. 11 个月 1 周 ago
- dreamed of Chinese peasants in Russia. 11 个月 1 周 ago
- dreamed of once powerful family. 11 个月 2 周 ago
- one meal a day this week. 11 个月 2 周 ago
- first anxiety free morning after broke contract w/ dorm canteen 11 个月 2 周 ago
- my indebted university. 11 个月 3 周 ago
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