a new week now, since bitter of keeping myself away from dearest son, woz, after he felt more his own space, esp upon financial self-efficiency. I don't know why my contented with new technic products, esp from morally uprising google, didn't reflect in my son's appreciation, and smooth adoption of new life style empowered by high tech & borderless internet. God dad, less burdens my son by PRC stagnant educational rubbish, free him in more self-taught & creativeness.

its a sunny morning, even winter doesn't shift its brilliance. its 3rd day since my new bed cushion put in use. its turns more soft & warm after these days, which left my sleep cozier & steady. year end gifts might ordinary to common middle class, but it saturates our elation & blessingful. God dad, in this eve of world crisis, esp cheap rampant human cattle vs spiritual guided society, bliss in the gift means so much in salvage. God dad thx!

God, alipay virtual credit still putting me in wilder joy, even it denied by godaddy with which I barely looking forward to renew all zhone remnant domains after last month operation renewed some priciest domains, ie. woz.fm, etc. God, dad, my life is light, and burden of sustaining life standard almost grounded, comparing coming worldwide food crisis. Dad, God, prepare us against sinking torrent devastation to most norms of lives on the earth.

last noon jogging in QRRS minigarden while refrain from lunch aiming health & longitude lasted too long and chill invaded my body, let me uncomfortable in after nap in dorm. till night workload let me felt resumed warmth and fit for readiness. this month so far so good with powerful salary and purchases enrich our living, esp this gift season with resumed credit, which really greatest relief in recent adversity.

A busy week passed, including an overnight bugs fixing on my dynamic website, dabbog.com, just before my son, woz's monthly visit my QRRS dorm. I enjoy his choice of programming skill learning and turned talkative reviewing my youth ere among plentiful pirated software market, rich supply of soft engineering technology. dad God, pave my son a smooth & meaningful career first step in IT industry.

since yesterday's snow I know bliss descending and now its surer than ever. Holy promise since my dearest son, woz's last nod online clueless the afternoon before yesterday. now all gospel inaugurated, God, how my grateful expresses itself? Dad God, reinforce me in faith & love.

this morning dreamt continuous in a journey I never lingered. dorm canteen breakfast less rich but the operative woman was honest & cordial. I saw just satisfied around including the sunny crisp air. in a tipping nation & eve of shameful disgrace of dwarf & tippling coward, a peaceful workspace with podcast really means lots.

don't know if aging brought or too busy in the weeks, my dream less vivid enough for blogging as usual. however, my contribution last week inspires me so long so far. now its time for this month cinema with dearest son, woz, for vision and joys. God, dad, let's harvest seasonally.

its a sunny morning after the tearful moment with salary, which lessen than usual recently. I dreamt vivid and lengthy, and almost lost due to loath to get up in cold. but I overcame the inconvenience and elapse of memories. now PRC surveillance blocked my internet. they got my draft first hand in my wording phrase and blocked.

today is the first day water heat system pre-warms, in chill of northeastern China. the week I sipping in elation of gift of domain discount aid by my relatives & American service providers together. now most settled and final will done next Tuesday. so God dad, put me in new engagement and forever fresh & energetic.