this week mostly rested in idleness, while lots of naps yet brought peace. a once QRRS hostel waitress, who more or less treated me above average when QRRS Dorm canteen's food too coarse to bite 2 decades ago, and my QRRS dorm colleagues invited me to join together to dine nearby QRRS hostel which solely serving VIP guests & with better food, so we took advantage of our newly graduate & dined there without determent then. the elder woman now abused my polite by creating more unusual chances to nod me, and stalked me with her poor husband. as insane as it, more sinful is the dark eyes behind the curtain of PRC surveillance encloses me decades in drainage of PRC's doomed society.

so beautiful night life when I lingering in thoughts while radio echoes my fantasy. in day time, sometimes I boring with thoughtful, but in night which is short I often felt bright enough for staying and retrospection. last night I roamed a lot in my history and anxious if my sleep unstable. but that proven clueless. I woke up with message and joy of peace & meaningful.

in satisfaction of second adopting dico's luncheon since credit life back to 2015, it's our new year hope that stable average life in PRC sustainable & carefully evades world food crisis. God dad, even Iran people trying get rid of dictator confronted by starvation and deteriorated life, nowadays, when we all acquire world peace in danger, human society as animal breed should evolve to higher spiritually guided and Christian central?

a new week now, since bitter of keeping myself away from dearest son, woz, after he felt more his own space, esp upon financial self-efficiency. I don't know why my contented with new technic products, esp from morally uprising google, didn't reflect in my son's appreciation, and smooth adoption of new life style empowered by high tech & borderless internet. God dad, less burdens my son by PRC stagnant educational rubbish, free him in more self-taught & creativeness.

its a sunny morning, even winter doesn't shift its brilliance. its 3rd day since my new bed cushion put in use. its turns more soft & warm after these days, which left my sleep cozier & steady. year end gifts might ordinary to common middle class, but it saturates our elation & blessingful. God dad, in this eve of world crisis, esp cheap rampant human cattle vs spiritual guided society, bliss in the gift means so much in salvage. God dad thx!

God, alipay virtual credit still putting me in wilder joy, even it denied by godaddy with which I barely looking forward to renew all zhone remnant domains after last month operation renewed some priciest domains, ie. woz.fm, etc. God, dad, my life is light, and burden of sustaining life standard almost grounded, comparing coming worldwide food crisis. Dad, God, prepare us against sinking torrent devastation to most norms of lives on the earth.

last noon jogging in QRRS minigarden while refrain from lunch aiming health & longitude lasted too long and chill invaded my body, let me uncomfortable in after nap in dorm. till night workload let me felt resumed warmth and fit for readiness. this month so far so good with powerful salary and purchases enrich our living, esp this gift season with resumed credit, which really greatest relief in recent adversity.

A busy week passed, including an overnight bugs fixing on my dynamic website, dabbog.com, just before my son, woz's monthly visit my QRRS dorm. I enjoy his choice of programming skill learning and turned talkative reviewing my youth ere among plentiful pirated software market, rich supply of soft engineering technology. dad God, pave my son a smooth & meaningful career first step in IT industry.

since yesterday's snow I know bliss descending and now its surer than ever. Holy promise since my dearest son, woz's last nod online clueless the afternoon before yesterday. now all gospel inaugurated, God, how my grateful expresses itself? Dad God, reinforce me in faith & love.

this morning dreamt continuous in a journey I never lingered. dorm canteen breakfast less rich but the operative woman was honest & cordial. I saw just satisfied around including the sunny crisp air. in a tipping nation & eve of shameful disgrace of dwarf & tippling coward, a peaceful workspace with podcast really means lots.