this week busy with selective route against PRC main portals discriminating foreign ips from vpn. in recent years, my so many programs benefited from online communities discussion and google. now I likely have to cope myth of codes on my own. hope it will not so painful for the skill and learning. I also saw my replaced dirty clothes after shower first time laundry outside of my son's mom's handle, as step closer to sink the broken marriage decade ago.
ts a normal dream but when I note it, I know its potentially an article of importance. now sunny spring outside window inspires growth and promising, I pray we get what we admired sooner. my son, woz, in his last school term before his junior middle school. his dad want to equip him with all modern world gadgets, within progressive and fruitful workspace, aiming buds his entrepreneurship, while China education system, represented by my son's sinful mom, a rotten small teacher, tried to even brutally hinder it.
its Tuesday and my son, woz, yet enable his WIFI after I taught him a lesson that he should try his best to maintain working environment includes broadband internet. he likely under his mad mom's ban to power on router, or he in bitter disobedience against my scorn and even violent punishment. God, pl let it less painful to see the right way, the winning strategy rewards in bucks.
these days harder to remember dream, for habit to recite dream usually destroy vivid dream soon after wake up. but God's mercy upon my authority, my tale still as our monumental rolls out. yesterday I abused woz with anger burst, I concerned so much that I still countless refresh my allo to check if he read my left message of regret and encouragement, in light of self-discipline.
our 3rd flight tour injected energy in my routine life. I worked 2nd overnight in a week, to settle google Gsuite on my Chinese android smartphone, free from my son woz's new fiber optic broadband plan. I never more complacent from it now with its readiness and capability of promising future.
now its time to review the passed 3rd flight tour with woz, dearest son. we indebted our hometown relatives who arranged the journey. they live their struggling lives, but they do acquaintance our fight for our blessed commitment reclaiming old glory under title Zhu's. that explains the heat and melting frozen northeastern Asia.
these mornings sleepy after near 3 weeks woke up naturally at hometown. there must be different essentials in heat in central China and northeastern China. to me, it likes decay of dry wall within body. I feel after a week or month I will accustom the weather here 20 years spent while light as empty hand. God, let my determination meaningful for my Empire and my family.
we finally got our train tickets after our travel agency, ctrip.com, monitored more than 600000 times. such a relief at end of our 3rd flight hometown tour. however, I saw more tragedy in my 2nd elder sister's family due her poor family education and life experience and expectation. I tried to help but God, dad, you know what the bliss is.
these days our intimacy with hometown relatives even better. their endeavor improving their lives realized and positive. I just hope I can help them more in future, with my regal court. now half days of the vacation passed, my son and I looking forward to our work and life space in cold northeastern China.
this morning is gloomy. there are satisfaction in recent sleeping. my kid brother visited us again directly. he invited us to visit his new house in town but we defied, among his threats to cancel his aid during my credit debt crisis. I burst out my angry among his bitterly setup me to frustrated in last year by all means. God, we disciplined to self-rely.
