a sinister dream after morning getting up. however, its a most brilliant sunny morning in the month. so many hatred in my living sphere. when is my authority for cleanse? when is time for remove death seeking insects and flies? yes, dad God, I see the promise that polishes my rule unshiftable, unbearable for the sinking sins.
its so vivid with bill gates' interview in dawn dream. he kept introducing his work and I sometimes felt my son beside me. last night there was thunderstorm. but this morning ground gathered less rains. internet warded in 2 days, forced me adopted desktop client, that's all menace.
recently frequent saw soulless young hooligans alike lingered in QRRS dorm canteen. last dusk I decided gave it a try to be grounded. God, dad, PRC police office just neighbors the dorm, while recently they pull out all their wagons previously occupied the dorm space. it signifies cooperation between PRC authority and local mafia against my community?
I don't know why it's so sleepy in the morning, and why I risk so lot of missing wonderfuls into mindless void. I napped after breakfast till noon and gave up lunch in dorm canteen. however, my sober resuming now. God, I trusted my son's health in your mercy. bring our glorious presence more delightful.
first time a dream hinders me from breakfast. I dreamt with my camera passed by the family of my mom's niece and life friend, a Mei. their mop offspring trying playing with my camera. strangely the only couple with which I attached as relatives, didn't appear. my parents also didn't let me know in dream.
glad again a salary day with bare workload. in next month my credit debt to bankcomm will clear. I can't wait to see it. in 2 years I will survive the credit crisis, and clean life penniless. God dad, will my investment also survive the draining poverty in PRC and barking dog machine, esp my brainstorm namespace? God, attach me those diamonds I dauntless mined with youth.
recently in elation of kodi's resourcefulness. in every byte of interent, we see brighter future of new world in new reality. God, why information so painful in service? why informative highway so fragile in hooligan hijacked nations? God, promise us the freedom of informative world comes soon! and intelligent market as versatile as ever in English world.
this summer almost shifted from its climax, with cloudy days before turning cooler constantly. my chromebook auto spell check suddenly disabled now, its must be PRC state backed hacking. damned! bitch!, what else you capable to?
recent weeks busy with technical matters, in wet weathers. life without rites turns severe likes underpay. I more challenged by male patriot than female, which labors beauty and manifest. God dad, life's harmony doesn't self-sufficiently feeds seeking souls? soothes thirty eyes like me in decades solitary? dad God, bring me harvest we deserves, and ritual spectacle.
its a busy week trying settling our 2 raspberry pi 3, expanding our arsenal. I spent half week including overnights to acquire thorough understanding of the community and solution. in the last I made choice and barely left my son and myself os we need most for new gadget, and it will mean serious adoption. God, let our new membership enhance our environment, bring our borderless web even stronger and robust!
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