its a long break since I was immersed in kodi, or libreelec on raspberry pi 3. it brings so large change into my life: since now more of my time will be reading, watching mixed with mediation in my solitude. my web publish will sees more strict under the main focus shift. its a rape season soon.
this week totally overwhelming by improved salary: new bought router, raspberry pi 3 first time experience. I desperately for a better surprise for woz, dearest son, with gifts from online orders. but holy witnesses step by step we settled new warez our harnessed. in coming salary day a week later, dad God, pl allow us immerse in paradise.
PRC surveillance unaffordable and sank my order in a week, let the parcel intractable and finally total deleted the logistics, likes its usual behave brutally against dissent activists domestically. but the market even larger, comparing last week available vendors on the failing e-commercial portal. as dead as sinful PRC and alibaba.com, enemies of my Empire losing against evolving world in human power and super power.
yesterday my foreseeable scenario happened to me: my backup computer, a moto android 4, broke in its password keeper app and more intrusions inescapable. as response, I dispersed our assets book among my son and my own sooner, now that I can't protect it and at least it means somewhat for my son's learning mind. the secret cop in facing door likely celebrating its stealth and intrusion.
God, do i hesitate upon monetary temptation or bait? do I fear of forcible player of state owned power? do I have alternative to make my life more enjoyable? I don't know. God, dad, I in your set and never look back or shift my gaze away from torch of lightning. help me toward ever brighter and lighter future!
this is likely my new starter of writing out of blog of dream, losing world after sleep. as holy urge I done it without problem. in 2 days I effortlessly persuaded my son to adopt video entertainment as I do. his sinful mom side watched and kept muted before ugly retards as her usual pose. God, let's settle it and move on for greater landscape.
near 2 weeks I busy with tasks left out any lingering memories. but today I had one after woke up in sunny morning. I had good time in art college once more with my friends there. when have been them now? I saw so many promising in their talent. God, bring me my old pastime and my son's artist potential.
lunar dragon boat holiday again put me in solitude and misery. my boarding and lodging in danger and my routine threatened. I saw more shattered world and temporarily flow of life and society. but I here stay to blog, God, dad, as You let. for brighter future of sinking PRC, for poverty threatened Chinese, grant me holy spirits to uplift the draining nation I was beset.
woz now a confident teenage, even sometimes doesn't know his naivety. I blamed him never independent in front of his arbitrary mom, a terrorist soully and by method. I cheer with his focused gaming experience on his smart gadgets showing his smartness and diligence, while deep hopelessness when He sink in his mom's scams and pits. God, I was not burdened too much as a proud father, was it?
in recent years I more and more forgave my 2nd elder brother, whose wife dominated our old family too much and ruined much my parents' harmony. but more recall of teenage memories, esp my elder brother contributed to our family life, includes food he brought, fights he try to protect, warmed my heart and turns me thankful. now his second son loathed to build his own family in his prime, God, let him our best love and wishes.
- dreamt fell in love. 1 年 9 个月 ago
- dreamt of twin babies birth. 1 年 9 个月 ago
- dreamt of alumni gathering and travel. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- dreamt of my infant and pending youth. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- dreamed of Chinese peasants in Russia. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- dreamed of once powerful family. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- one meal a day this week. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- first anxiety free morning after broke contract w/ dorm canteen 1 年 10 个月 ago
- my indebted university. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- visit fortune-teller 1 年 11 个月 ago