recent weeks busy with technical matters, in wet weathers. life without rites turns severe likes underpay. I more challenged by male patriot than female, which labors beauty and manifest. God dad, life's harmony doesn't self-sufficiently feeds seeking souls? soothes thirty eyes like me in decades solitary? dad God, bring me harvest we deserves, and ritual spectacle.
its a busy week trying settling our 2 raspberry pi 3, expanding our arsenal. I spent half week including overnights to acquire thorough understanding of the community and solution. in the last I made choice and barely left my son and myself os we need most for new gadget, and it will mean serious adoption. God, let our new membership enhance our environment, bring our borderless web even stronger and robust!
its a long break since I was immersed in kodi, or libreelec on raspberry pi 3. it brings so large change into my life: since now more of my time will be reading, watching mixed with mediation in my solitude. my web publish will sees more strict under the main focus shift. its a rape season soon.
this week totally overwhelming by improved salary: new bought router, raspberry pi 3 first time experience. I desperately for a better surprise for woz, dearest son, with gifts from online orders. but holy witnesses step by step we settled new warez our harnessed. in coming salary day a week later, dad God, pl allow us immerse in paradise.
PRC surveillance unaffordable and sank my order in a week, let the parcel intractable and finally total deleted the logistics, likes its usual behave brutally against dissent activists domestically. but the market even larger, comparing last week available vendors on the failing e-commercial portal. as dead as sinful PRC and alibaba.com, enemies of my Empire losing against evolving world in human power and super power.
yesterday my foreseeable scenario happened to me: my backup computer, a moto android 4, broke in its password keeper app and more intrusions inescapable. as response, I dispersed our assets book among my son and my own sooner, now that I can't protect it and at least it means somewhat for my son's learning mind. the secret cop in facing door likely celebrating its stealth and intrusion.
God, do i hesitate upon monetary temptation or bait? do I fear of forcible player of state owned power? do I have alternative to make my life more enjoyable? I don't know. God, dad, I in your set and never look back or shift my gaze away from torch of lightning. help me toward ever brighter and lighter future!
this is likely my new starter of writing out of blog of dream, losing world after sleep. as holy urge I done it without problem. in 2 days I effortlessly persuaded my son to adopt video entertainment as I do. his sinful mom side watched and kept muted before ugly retards as her usual pose. God, let's settle it and move on for greater landscape.
near 2 weeks I busy with tasks left out any lingering memories. but today I had one after woke up in sunny morning. I had good time in art college once more with my friends there. when have been them now? I saw so many promising in their talent. God, bring me my old pastime and my son's artist potential.
lunar dragon boat holiday again put me in solitude and misery. my boarding and lodging in danger and my routine threatened. I saw more shattered world and temporarily flow of life and society. but I here stay to blog, God, dad, as You let. for brighter future of sinking PRC, for poverty threatened Chinese, grant me holy spirits to uplift the draining nation I was beset.
- hard nap during a sleepy day. 5 天 ago
- dreamed of my dad talking about evolving factor constant. 1 周 ago
- napped second morning in series. 2 周 ago
- dreamed of foe in hometown 3 周 ago
- dreamed of my startup 4 周 1 天 ago
- thunderstorm last night. 1个月 ago
- dreamed with youth team in hotel. 1个月 ago
- dreamed winning kid's heart 1个月 3 周 ago
- dreamed with infant. 1个月 3 周 ago
- dreamt of guised enemies. 1个月 3 周 ago