lunar dragon boat holiday again put me in solitude and misery. my boarding and lodging in danger and my routine threatened. I saw more shattered world and temporarily flow of life and society. but I here stay to blog, God, dad, as You let. for brighter future of sinking PRC, for poverty threatened Chinese, grant me holy spirits to uplift the draining nation I was beset.
woz now a confident teenage, even sometimes doesn't know his naivety. I blamed him never independent in front of his arbitrary mom, a terrorist soully and by method. I cheer with his focused gaming experience on his smart gadgets showing his smartness and diligence, while deep hopelessness when He sink in his mom's scams and pits. God, I was not burdened too much as a proud father, was it?
in recent years I more and more forgave my 2nd elder brother, whose wife dominated our old family too much and ruined much my parents' harmony. but more recall of teenage memories, esp my elder brother contributed to our family life, includes food he brought, fights he try to protect, warmed my heart and turns me thankful. now his second son loathed to build his own family in his prime, God, let him our best love and wishes.
recent tackling tasks so smooth that let me silently swim in life stream. in recent update, I view more that my cyberspace presence, my websites turning perfect. I was contented, so I saw no more refinements ahead. I had been jobless and in future more tasks from innovative emerging as holy manifests. now I will enjoy peace of leisure.
this week witnesses my zoho assets endeared. I proudly found we, zhone web, has 33 zoho sites, quite some of them mapped to zhone domains, which now began charged if you already missed out. zoho is a great service and best wishes with the India company, as its national success to beat PRC decades illusive propaganda. in long run PRC corps doomed to fall into ash while India grows, for exactly PRC political infrastructure swallowing any healthy budding lives, esp. profiting corps, for CCP is dog while human society far speedier evolving in democratic nations.
another work morning now called. I refined woz new personal portal, woga.me, as planned, esp pinned down google photo albums' slideshow which google now depreciated. with the powerful search tool, my harvest bundles, while how miserable most PRC Chinese still in dark of least informative. God, my works and living standard maintain enjoyable, thx for Holy commitment, but when I can more surer about the future of my vested Empire of China, and Corp China I constantly digging like a labor centuries?
my morning alarm woke up from dreaming the PRC young actress from minor tribe of Uygur, mostly inhabit northeastern China. my niece admires her very much. I don't know my attitude but barrier between muslim and Chinese was huge. I can't forgive brutality and monstrous murders public around the world since its lair, middle east went rotten in living and atmosphere. hates bring killing, but who to blame, their falling environment mostly due to their wilder breed competition and rampant arsenal race.
even I had money for last day of PRC labor holiday, I intended prepared for 3 other weekends gathering meals in advance. but now I likely have to cope with current hunger now. one of my local debtees, already refused once for small loan. in long run I'm confident, but day by day threatened by penniless really draining. God, when is my mid class leisure time?
in this review I again refresh wilder joyes with my new 2 domains, and first one unconventional TLD, .center. I don't mean to occupy namespace like cheap Chinese do in real estate and domains, but I in an area of gold rush in domains. God, dad, help me don't waste the golden era when everyone grows with intelligent property.
last night I without precaution web myself, after a drizzle the night before yesterday. my tension with my son, woz's silent disagree to my violent lesson for his unable to manage his timetable independent, eased by my son's sms reply to my frequent work requests for a godaddy verification code. a day left after I reunited my son, woz, on Saturday noon. I still don't believe my son in angry with me, nor my cyberspace startup's difficulty.
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