my life simpler with single goal fought for love. I had satisfaction among my haunted restaurant woman operators, my dorm administrative female accountant, my dear elder sister, but my most passionate is my alumnus, a tall girl & a talent girl. I have nothing but talkative, still I had self-esteem to chase their emotional support.
I once humble & trying wait till my salary release day, but then I felt Holy bliss not only that, so i reached out for help. the mean dorm canteen & my sister both attempt to evade, but they were let stay to support. dad God, all the afternoon I wonder how to make better usage of the blanket, and I will lay it barely under my bed quilt, not using it to heat wet bedclothes any more, I hope warmth on any level of bed will vanish the moisture beneath.
day in day out, PRC surveillance fought seesaw war upon my website: implant trash data into my database via the web app's bug. if I carelessly not clean cache tables in time, then my website will go down. dear God, the job i can do better & better while the zombie hackers, mostly young cheap Chinese youth will die nobody.
a week passed since last posting online which improves my presence worldly. last week my dining bills again surplus my budget, God dad, I had many fears but I didn't retreat. in a decade I will retired but I don't have retirement saving plan. dear God dad, I saw more severe problem with sinking PRC in its embracing aging society.
- dreamed of CCP surveillance & interrogations. 20 小时 ago
- dreamed of hometown village 2 天 20 小时 ago
- dreamed sex with undergraduate girl. 1 周 5 天 ago
- dreamed of military camp 2 周 1 天 ago
- 四处出击，打击孤单 3 周 3 天 ago
- dreamt fell in love. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- dreamt of twin babies birth. 1 年 10 个月 ago
- dreamt of alumni gathering and travel. 1 年 11 个月 ago
- dreamt of my infant and pending youth. 1 年 11 个月 ago
- dreamed of Chinese peasants in Russia. 1 年 11 个月 ago