God, there is a way to evade the trap my everyday harassed? these days so far I enjoy freedom of workload. dad God, ensure my business on web grows. guide us through wasteland of PRC internet or intranet. inline of my word web leaves blank for your holy, for unutterable glory ahead and above the dark net.
after smothering harsh to settle our new HTC mobile, I led into ruining its OS and can't boot up. now I have to wait 2 weeks to see dust down in repair by vendor. nearby rats relentlessly challenged me with their showy internet control. God dad, we didn't miss the most beautiful of 2018 Summer and Autumn, isn't it? harvest brings joy, as we deserve.
harsher PRC surveillance silences us more than usual, but still here my again live dream and longer blog item. God dad, we settled to fight PRC tyranny and suicidal inward destructiveness. remain our wardless web and freedom of informative. secure our living sphere from terrorism of GFW, felling PRC slaughter of live stream.
my 2 mobiles last night both drained battery out and died get up alarm with it. so I dreamed detailedly with my Tibet friend, Benba Chungdak in late morning peacefully. falling PRC deadly blocking me from open web. God dad, when we could get rid of the sin sooner under sunshine? in every sense of bliss, it was a disappearing ghost baseless centuries.
my dream more and more turns temporarily before get up. I enjoy dreamland so much that hardly remains back to sober. however, sometimes I still can conclude. my lifestream, esp after recent equipments, a bit scattered and cluelessly. I only know I will staying deep and hollow, in praying of meaningful.
all the 3 weeks I in wait and stay watching, tracking before strike a blog. its arrival a week earlier than Amazon China's forecast, even a week in shipping oceanic before landing Tianjin, northern China, while my latest shopping at Amazon China, Asus chromebook flip c101p, 3 day through airline to cover overseas.
last night it rained again after 2 sunny days and lots of rains in the summer. even near hottest period in lunar calendar, it's cool now. in every sense of bountifulness, it is. God dad, let it be my paradise here, in my hometown dream, in our traveling dreamland never enough esp for current trap falling PRC setup.
the pale week almost passed. with it is my passionate for a new chromebox equipped with native google play apps support. now almost firmer on my land supportive, my hope with it flying deeper in lonely universe. God, dad, bring grace upon people Zhu concerns. bring peace and joys in heart of alien women newly joined us.
another week almost shift away. my life turns more static and motionless. the rains made us rich while kept us awaiting. we are sedative and enduring. my websites hosted by godaddy near a week didn't auto-backup itself but I didn't intervene for reason. my emails far more scarce and I let it be. God dad, put me in more heat of social active and business oriental.
this summer never been so high with financial support. with it we updated woz's mobile, my smartwatch, domain renewal, and our seasonal clothes. I never dare to expect it. after May update woz's Asus flip chromebook which costs ￥2100, I duly thought we are done in gifts. but now I saw pinnacle of 2018 summer heat. God dad, we are in faith of never took things for granted.
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