these days harder to remember dream, for habit to recite dream usually destroy vivid dream soon after wake up. but God's mercy upon my authority, my tale still as our monumental rolls out. yesterday I abused woz with anger burst, I concerned so much that I still countless refresh my allo to check if he read my left message of regret and encouragement, in light of self-discipline.
our 3rd flight tour injected energy in my routine life. I worked 2nd overnight in a week, to settle google Gsuite on my Chinese android smartphone, free from my son woz's new fiber optic broadband plan. I never more complacent from it now with its readiness and capability of promising future.
now its time to review the passed 3rd flight tour with woz, dearest son. we indebted our hometown relatives who arranged the journey. they live their struggling lives, but they do acquaintance our fight for our blessed commitment reclaiming old glory under title Zhu's. that explains the heat and melting frozen northeastern Asia.
these mornings sleepy after near 3 weeks woke up naturally at hometown. there must be different essentials in heat in central China and northeastern China. to me, it likes decay of dry wall within body. I feel after a week or month I will accustom the weather here 20 years spent while light as empty hand. God, let my determination meaningful for my Empire and my family.
we finally got our train tickets after our travel agency, ctrip.com, monitored more than 600000 times. such a relief at end of our 3rd flight hometown tour. however, I saw more tragedy in my 2nd elder sister's family due her poor family education and life experience and expectation. I tried to help but God, dad, you know what the bliss is.
these days our intimacy with hometown relatives even better. their endeavor improving their lives realized and positive. I just hope I can help them more in future, with my regal court. now half days of the vacation passed, my son and I looking forward to our work and life space in cold northeastern China.
this morning is gloomy. there are satisfaction in recent sleeping. my kid brother visited us again directly. he invited us to visit his new house in town but we defied, among his threats to cancel his aid during my credit debt crisis. I burst out my angry among his bitterly setup me to frustrated in last year by all means. God, we disciplined to self-rely.
after voyage including 3 hours train, 3 hours in air, 3 hours at bus, a taxi of 30 minutes, we settled in my sister's house where her younger son's wedding preparing. my 2 sisters treated us well, with their foolish and selfish. but my kid brother, now my foe, did hurt me with his means and contempt.
Chinese lunar holiday severe outdated: in one or 2 months since Christmas, people in sinking PRC dying sedative in waiting a huge orderless and blackout when the gifted with plentiness joyful with their earnings, while waiting their misfortunate neighbors go hell or desperate unattached. harvest season, the original meaning of lunar spring festival, went clueless and ghost of hostile tribal rite. world now lives in Christian God's shine and under union of the one.
recent listening audio ebook and lecture sometimes weighted me from joy with faith firm and mission brilliant under God's shine. I always have a sharp and greedy eyes on knowledge of physics of world mechanics. when I burned my brain too exhausting, my doubts sadden my sanity soon. so I pray God never allow myself too much burden of library to cloud strikes of holy spirit, to choke crisp and slim of gospel.