after hard waiting 2 weeks before I can use my only salary card and credit card, the target still at large: icbc debit card, which holds my salary, trapped by unknow factor's issue of bannage. my icbc credit card, after 2 visits its local HQ, unfreezed but with 0 credit renders it as a debit. sinful PRC highest invisible hand behind iron curtain interrupting my running portal online for Royal China and democratic China.
my salary card, one of my credit card, both with icbc, largest bank in China, due to unfreeze these days after half year's took over. I look upon it with especial gratitude. in this gift season of year end, I hope with it brought my family surprises, as well as to my own business. but this dawn dream more or less irrelevant: I was in Japan in dreamland.
these weeks passed by smoothly when I busy with securing my operating systems and prepared my son live stream of English world. the formore underwent successfully while the latter partially halted. my son's mom's smartTV showily inaugurated half year ago, a Chinese product, broke and its support crew suggested gave up as smartTV, rather using it as a dumb monitor, after flash the OS again. the cheap Chinese woman as its cheap Chinese smartTV went both hopeless.
breaking GFW can be draining, but more or less I now was in the currency of world reports, esp. google, facebook and twitter. but its in fact filtered, though. breaking my new smartphone within PRC even harder to embrace google apps suite. the frustration haunted me for near a week and I still in search for freedom. PRC now in prewar as it propagandas, or never ending war domestic challenges world record of democracy, humanity, and religion sanity without a trial.
these days my dorm's borderless web perfectly accessible while my son's vpn under shaky interruption. downloading of most our liked pc games turns terrible torment. still we feel trophic after got our os update. sinful PRC with its dictation emasculates all spirits but cold skull of the society as well as its products like cheap smartphone ripped google apps. it doomed in coming decades after developing countries under democracy stride ahead, in qualified product and service with the world informative.
recently with online audio ebook and courses, I spent more time being a good learner, blogging less before dream inspires me. I also enchanted by online shopping which more and more unaffordable in my crisis of credit debt and PRC stagnant economy before its prewar. I have no far sight upon the dark time ahead except instinction lives with commitment and sanity in innocence.
It could be a happy gathering between my son, woz, and his proud dad. but his mom, the poor drained woman whose miserable pose and complexion in last weekend visit empathized me and granted her my debt to her to support my son's living cost via her, now bites me back by arranging once more tourism with my son, recklessly attempting my son with poisonous gift to separate us. my son in cases stupidly testified if my fine temper was ruined by his tentative ignoring my instant message to him with his mom's domineer gift mostly at our cost in future. God, so long I was deprived a smart partner handling this kind of scam with more dignity.
- hard nap during a sleepy day. 5 天 ago
- dreamed of my dad talking about evolving factor constant. 1 周 ago
- napped second morning in series. 2 周 ago
- dreamed of foe in hometown 3 周 ago
- dreamed of my startup 4 周 1 天 ago
- thunderstorm last night. 1个月 ago
- dreamed with youth team in hotel. 1个月 ago
- dreamed winning kid's heart 1个月 3 周 ago
- dreamed with infant. 1个月 3 周 ago
- dreamt of guised enemies. 1个月 3 周 ago