dreamt hometown alumnus, Chengchao


Submitted by riveryog on 周五, 04/13/2018 - 16:36

dreamt on boat in lake of our county, Wuxue. my family likely owns some business on the water, while Chengchao's family business also includes lake's. the mounts and lake scenes impressive.
程超 is my university alumnus. we came from same hometown while doesn't know each other before campus which thousand miles away from our county, central China. he granted ¥1000 to help me while I borrowed 5000 from him near a decade ago when I initiated to evalue my social resources after so many years fighting poverty, esp after I almsot jobless after dispute with QRRS departmental leader who punished my disobedience soon after I became newly a young father. I refuted his offer blaming too small amount then cut off our online and offline contacting since then. in the campus in a summer vacation, I entreated him visiting my hometown old parents instead of me and he extraordinarily did as I asked and surprised me, when I with girlfriend lingering university and the northern metropolis, Tianjin. he claim my old family near bankrupt or so while I never felt poverty in my parents' all life which nurtures me so much.
It was 3rd drizzling afternoon in the week. God, its so rich the weather. bring us sooner our purchase, a chromebook, out of casts of uncertainty under tyranny PRC censorship.

got up a bit earlier than browsed web awhile on bed on my notebook till napped again. dreamt worked in cable TV branch of QRRS, once employer. dreamt once colleagues, hostress Yaohengyan, daugher of once QRRS deputy CCP secretary, and Tanrennan, who in dream my departmental leader. they asked me to reported official propoganda things which I loathed and tried to evade with other interesting stuff on street, risking punished or critcised. they were very detailed in dream, under spotlight.

napped for morning a bit sleepy in boring. dreamt in hometown my passed dad's backyard garden. I was very proud of my radio and prepared lots of fun stuff to play with and shifted to sunny garden, on couch and ready to enjoy leisure with podcast. a neighbor kid, son of once Mao era teacher of the village, and long time my dad's idolatry secret copycat, attempted to sit on my belly but missed his buttock and fell heavily to clay ground. It's a gloomy morning. God dad, bring us our ordered goods sooner, esp via amazon China, the Asus flip chromebook.

dreamt the same content of latest dream blogged: neighbor kid attempted sit on my belly in my passed dad's sunny garden. or I review the dream in dream? quite strange. got up a bit earlier.
yesterday in a decade I first time went jogging without my camera bag, and I will since now with empty hand when jogging routinely, for it hurt my waist and let my backbone painful.
amazon 2nd contact, via sms, arrived last afternoon, said they clueless upon the vendor and suggested us to wait. God dad, how we excited with the purchase! bring it to us sooner!

in dawn dream, I manually built AR (artificial reality) equipment. using 3d molding tool, cast image or video onto 3d characters. in first phrase it almost succeeded. then in second phrase I experimented more and more confident about the technology. seemingly also dreamed in campus canteen to queue for lunch.

recently read a tweet that in shenzhen, southern China, even Walmart there offers much better service inc fresher food, but seemingly blind PRC middle class refuses adopting it. so this dawn i dreamed a lot of once Walmart in Qiqihar where I haunted a lot with my son before it disappeared. I pray it reopen here in convenient location. in dream one sentence appears again and again, as long as it impressed, it will be impressive. I fed up with PRC low quality service of supermarket. then dreamed of campus. I decided best part of university is library, I have to utilize it best. then dream in library I rent closet to hold my private parcel, for intermid of rest. my once monitor, Wujiang, now a professor in USA, also appeared in dream. the dream is vivid, I felt aimless in my campus, the burning feelings saw youth passing while my hands empty. dear God, hours later I will showered. next shower will prepare me for my monthly gathering with my son. his bitchy mom already cursed me again, trying remove me from my son's life for the sake of her not shared property. dear dad God, free me from anxiety, let my life easier by let my painful hand more healthy. Dear God dad, I have lots to worry, but never your love.

last night I first time adopting night pee kettle to less my pains to got up & open jammed door mid night. the experience quite remarkably satisfying: I gained more sleep, less agony. before sleep I prayed God several times not to spill onto bedclothes and I didn't, but 3 times I all sit up. Tonight, I will share my bed with my visiting son, I hope I can pee in leaning position. God Dad, this morning my fingers' pains seemingly thicker, grant me ease of living. Dear God, today my bar Chair will arrive, allowing my sitting without crossing knee, bring me satisfying, dear holy.

in dawn dream dwelt on tour by train. I likely go to my campus, Tianjin. I took route 1860 and clumsily caught it. in travel most terrifying thing is missed train, so I checked again and again in dream not to miss my train and I didn't. I also checked the train controlling code to ensure all right. then dream or review Jake Ma's story. CCP want to seized his company. he claimed his company belongs to staff, now who will fought for it, we will see. his managers constantly changing, including a female financial officer I tried to find her name, and nick name but failed. this week almost passed now, dear God dad, let my life easier.