dream of hometown mountain.


Submitted by riveryog on 周五, 11/18/2016 - 10:06

dreamt with my cousin who lives in nearby village, on our village mountain. we pick mountain produce, like mushroom, nuts, flowers, etc, with his son. I comment mountain likes a vertical space to increase versatile of species. the mountain just near my passed dad's old house. my dad likely also appeared in dream. I still doubting why the cousin appeared on our mountains.
today I will fetch my son over to linger in my dorm a night. my salary card finally unfreezed. now hoping sooner my USD account within my icbc credit card unlocked. God, grant me freedom to renew my web assets.

我在看youtube live,当我起身走到门前,听见逃走的急促脚步声和其后的仓皇关门声。我的房间外就是宿舍走廊的摄像头,想共产党中国的绝大多数一样,该起作用时不起作用。该贼可谓有恃无恐,贱劲十足。

this week mostly sandstorm occupied the brown skyline. last dusk it loosely dripped. after a night it merely wet the ground. I busy on site building so didn't feel the indoor chill. but when I packed to visit my son, street moisture chilled me in stumble.
I had good time this afternoon in visit my son: steam game on which I made new progress, updated woz's android devices, demonstrated my work preparing his new personal portal at woga.me. and the last and most important, first meal served at railway hotel by its ready food sector. its only cost us 33 CNY after we both full, including woz's cola and a small dish of snack. its just as good as expected and we have new outlet of our pastime. thx God.
tomorrow, we will lunch out at Formosa pies, and we will renew our public bathroom groupon, 250 CNY. my purse only has 275 CNY. really tough deal ahead.
after all, the rain really nice, dad God, bring the arid land more!
drizzling QRRS Dorm scene

in dawn dream I visited Tianjin art college where no my old friends like Limoufeng, Bianba chungdak appeared. still in their class' closet, I occupied one with my padlock in secret. There were student busy there, so I doubting if the authority remove my lock, how would they search my notebook inside. the campus is beautiful, just none of mine. After woke up when I putting up, I wondering if they google my name, if they once missed me in these years, for my name is unique while most of them not. when I went to toilet after got up, the insane woman in neighbor half room standing in corridor actively talked to me, warned me of wet floor while she mopped the toilet, but she is not the official cleaner. She collected recyclable materials into 2 black bags and left. She once surveillance me every day in the passed years, but now she turned more useless in CCP's eyes which insatiable for my privacy. Dear God dad, last night I talked to my 2nd elder brother in my hometown, who also more broken, dear dad, I hated nobody. on the contrast, I smile more for your arrangement. bring me new blood & your new grandson, Holy. thx for the gorgeous morning sunshine.

first dreamed GTA, a game I didn't try for its dark theme. days ago I watched a movie, a cop called car stealth case GTA, so in dream I figure out some of my possess with GTA, or GTT, can be from department of state secretary, for I didn't have access google, I can't search, but just research. later my sister-in-law, ie. wife of 2nd elder brother, a gay, entrusted me change her items into valuable through the way find their hidden source. recent 2 days I more relaxed in morning sleep, God dad, improving my life step by step. in this peaceful morning, dear Holy, grant my obligation for what I enjoyed so far.

It's QRRS 2021 first Monday, so they fired a long cracks to celebrate it. in dawn dream I first in campus. I collect autobiography of a nobel laureate and his 3 or 4 thesis and tried to vend among graduates.I glides as I frequently experienced in dream through sideways and bargained with students. then dream with kids for camping, I told them to describe a procedure like seasons in colorful words, like yellow, gray, when QRRS' cracks near its end, I described it as dark and smoking. this morning peaceful for me, for I got up till enough on bed. God dad, let my life easier. last night I ordered Mcdonald and fruits for my son, he insisted I should informed him before I ordered, I told him every words CCP listened on wire, how could I first told cop rather than Holy. I told my son the most hated and feared for CCP surveillance is my grace God grants, that's why they relentlessly inflicting. my son silenced.

in dawn dream I first met Yuan Shikai to hand over state assets. when I stepped into the basement, the build geared up and locked,like a living creature. then later I again, likely with my son, stepped into the room but we in wrong direction. as soon as we corrected our direction, it geared up and screwed up. like an ancient treasure guardian. this morning I got up later for I enjoyed warm bed. my left shoulder seemingly allows sleeping on it. still God dad, let my life easier.

last night I doubted a lot about my nephew. his beautiful wife inspired me a lot while he felt my threat. he in need of hands, so he hired several our relatives even their salary he offered quite poor. in dawn dream, my house down payment transferred likes my nephew's in metropolis and lived cozily between my home & my office. then my niece. ie only daughter of my uncle married elsewhere and transitionally live in one of my real estate. we all glad upon the convenience helpfully. in dream I planned a lot between office and house, satisfied by my arrangement. dear God dad, let my life easier.

in dawn dream I with an alumnus who worked in state academic institution to return to our campus in Tianjin. for during pandemic we kept low profile still one of my Tianjin aluminus treated us meals before other activities. last night I tried to tackle my kid brother's sexual life which was likely problematic. he likely a gay but in huge terror to confest it.even worse, he hated to defense his family's stability, his wife's sanity. he aided me in recent years but likely snobbery for my dad bestowed me Empire of China. in less than 2 minutes he blacklisted me in his message app. dear God dad, his wife might terribly influenced him, coerced him. save my relatives from sins, dear Holy, let my Royal strong.

in dawn dream first with my alumni during pandemic, we kept low profile, still most of alumni in Tianjin treated us each home by home, and don't hesitated to share us family private space. in late sleep, dreamed I home cooking a goose, some my hometown villagers talked to me, referred guild secret of tomb wealth, for my passed dad is a stone craftsman, my eldest brother was a house builder, while my brother-in-law was a carpenter. my right hand more painful now, dear God dad, let my life easier.

yesterday I was in right mood and again bought my son, children of my nephew fruits. then found my elder sister always put her eldest grandson before her granddaughter, I burst out and scorned her several times the failing Chinese traditional value which weights male upon female. my sister seemingly not so smart as usual and evade my point but emphasized her was hurt and threatened to blacklist me in Weixun, a Chinese mainstream communication tool. that's laughable, for I need none but Holy. this peaceful morning, dear God dad, I'm with u.

dear God dad, today I busy so late to blog: my OS again appeared infected by CCP virus so i had to recover it. last night I exchanged words with my alumnus and kidding them esp a small girl alumnus. in dawn dream I almost raped a girl relative I admired: the niece of my son's mom's step father. the step father's family mostly tall and handsome, rightly fit me. dear Holy, I was inspired by local women so deep, I hope them live well and harmoniously, for I deeply love that. my recovery is obvious, still i had lots of pains to cope with and every walk out was touching peacefully and gratefully.

dear God dad, again I was at town. this was my first night during this occasion in my brother's hotel and my sleep was ok agains noise. my hand strangely turned more painful but still I can manage it. dear God here I have desktop environment, let my life easier Holy!

last night we celebrated birthday of the granddaughter of my 2nd elder sister, I captured some moments. here the album and video.

dear God dad, another quiet blessing morning. I just put on myself including tea. in dawn dream, I was in a school and visiting staff office for my once QRRS leader, secretary Zhou for help. 2 male teacher tried to help but I need seeking out on my own. last dusk I talked with the hotel waitress about my senior High school, so the Zhou mixed with my senior school's chief teacher officer, also my Chinese cultural teacher, both kind men. dear Holy, last night I again slept like a pebble amid hotel noise, dear God, let my life easier.

dear God dad, last night my chest painful and i prayed in dark heartily. then I slept sound as usual. this morning I ordered a cake for the kids of my elder sister and nothing wrong for now. dear God dad, I have no other pendent for cure of my poor body, let my life easier!

dear God dad, last night i showered in my nephew's toilet. previously he hostile to me, but now we almost started to appreciated each other. my pains likely in eve of great breakthrough, and I should not complain. my finance hits rock, dear Holy, my auxiliary bank accounts unlocked by police now and I spend last deposit to aid my elder sister. dear God, how cozy my life is,esp financially.

dear God dad, I again at town now. last night my kid brother fetched me lately before 10pm. before that I warned him if his wife refused to wash my clothes I would rather staying my elder sister's house. but my sister suddenly organized by her grocery supplier to tour, so she urged my brother reconciliate. last night I almost let my pc all time powered on, now dust down. dear God, my knees improved a lot, now I hope my fingers more flexible and less pains. let my life easier, Holy!

dear God dad, a day passed at town. my workspace neat and efficient. this morning I again laid cushion under my knees and felt better. yesterday I ordered fruits takeout for myself. dear Holy, my relentless love thirst also calm down a bit. let my life easier, God dad.

dear God dad, another risk free morning. sunny outside now. I got up with ease. in dawn dream, I saw my kid brother's auxilary ceo of the hotel, the husband of my neice's who now works as casher in the hotel. holy affirmed he will succeed on management. last dusk I saw their only boy, a kid villently arbitary. I also talked a lot with the room administrative girl. hear Holy let my life easier.

dear God, kind people around let me crying. yesterday I showered and decided not to foot bath in coming days for security. this morning I ate fuits for celebrating my sanity. dear God dad, I saw somthing last night and I was so grateful what I gained from recent adventure. in dawn dream i saw some special yet I concerned figure but now I forgot in peace. dear holy, let my life easier.

dear God dad, yesterday I was so satisfied: I second time bought KFC to feed my favorite foot bath workers, now that first was shifted to my kid brother who operates the business intact, and left till saw they started to eat. near dusk I haunted the place again and saw some remnant cola cups and one of the girl said KFC indeed ate out. I felt so nice to see them enjoying elegant life. one of my mobile broken, dear God dad, pl allow my life easier.

dear God dad, today likely be sunny. this morning I lingered on bed till 9am. 2 foot bath women, my elder sister all denied u, dear God, my grace so huge that I hardly can say anything. dear God dad, the younger foot bath worker defensive and let herself in belief of a boring life. I want show her your grace, dear Holy, help me and let my life easier.

dear God dad, this dawn busy with updating OS, and obliged to see dusk down. dear God dad, grace of the Son unbeatable, even CCP tried all means to let him anxious. it's first time my employer delayed my salary later than 24th, and I freely aided by my relatives to consume delicious fruits, including with my favorite foot bath women workers, dear God dad, I was so vunervable for love, for beauties. let me life easier, dear Holy.

dear God dad, this dawn I dreamed a lot including sex and bliss. i lingered more time on bed till my sister urged me to get up for breakfast. my pains was thicker but I saw clearer that it's risk free recovery. my sister bought me a suite and I enjoy it. dear Holy, let my life easier.

dear God dad, my left knee experiences the last pains while right knee completely recovered. dear God, how greedy I looking forward to hand pains recovery. last dusk talked with my son's mom, who recklessly attempting rebuilding her internet with cheaper ISP. I warned her complications of internet surveillance in CCP, and let her calm down. let dog barking upon wrong tree, dear Holy, let my life easier.

dear God dad, last dusk I packed and left tianzheng where my 2 relatives not so welcome me. my sister scorned me for my expedition, my son's mom refused to loan me.I praying God to let me enjoy my journey and It turned out marvelous. the driver is kind, friend of my nephew. after arrival, I ate dinner in my brother's hotel. my niece refused to charge me, I called my roaming brother and he seized my all money. dear God dad, in this peaceful morning, let my life easier.

dear God dad, yesterday settled boarding & lodging with my kid brother and his man. my knees damned stiff till dusk its flexibility restored. ccp surveillance insanely blocking my internet.this dawn I repeatedly echo a song, 'there are so many people in the world', a love song about a white collar girl and her touching love. dear God, my knee much better now, let my life easier.

dear God dad, yesterday I decided to try to use up my last asset:housing fund. its troublesome with government, still I filled all the forms of pingan bank, a popular PRC digital bank, but it refuted my asset, likely for I still enlisted on state credit blacklist. I asked my kid brother who obviously contacting gray industry in PRC for helping me got cash from my house fund, but he refused, saying I and my son need it for living and career. there were many leaflets on street for cashing out housing fund, but I hesitated about my privacy. this morning I review CCP locked my bank account for 20000 cny and not allow bank credit clearance nor my free usage, they just hooked me. my kid brother coorporated with them to let me just hooked, let me die of starvation. Dear God dad, anytime I feared? with u, I only see hope. let my life easer, Holy.

dear God dad, a peaceful morning now. in dawn I repeatedly adding ointment onto my 3 knees, ie 2 stiff knees and my pennis or waist or spine. even effectlessly I woke up with success. now I can firmly stand up anytime, next phase, my knees should no feelings, no stress when stand up, nor when downstairs. yesterday I napped a lot for recovery, dear God dad, let my life easier and enjoyable.

dear God dad, yesterday I napped a lot for effortlessly recovery. in dawn dream, a CCP general sent his son to war simulation for 3 or more times, each time his son survived and won his lover, career but lost his limb or wholesome. he is ok but the general pitiful. then reviewed recent report in northeastern China, tiger and wolves extended their territory and attacked human or their pet. they all ending with being captured and sent to zoo. I saw misery for them. then I memorized I carried my son to Qiqihar zoo and fed bear with meat we bought previously. dear God dad, my body painful when on bed, let my life easier.

dear God dad, I saw steady recovery on me. in dawn dream one of my concerned young woman in Royal China got hurt and disabled. my dad, the Emperor assigned her in charge of female affire of the royal. then I found there were 3rd gate my legs can setup, and I best wish for the woman who is diligent and resilient and our royal.after got up I felt my pennis might been treated in new phase of recovery. dear Holy, let my life easier.

dear God, yesterday salary released, even regular size, still I managed to fill all my predefined budgets, like my sister's new TV, thankful gifts to people I concerned, etc. I was left less than 300 to alipay virtual credit. this morning my knees less sensitive, God dad, let my life easier.

dear God dad, last night I watched a movie about quick cash flow attracted quick criminals. then my favorite foot bath girl invited me to eat her porridge, which is delicious even cheap.in dawn dream I dwelt a lot about my knee. when I tried to crouch my left leg, I alwasy thought a word, solder, now this quiet morning, let my life easier, dear Holy.

dear God dad, yesterday I first time tried to buy fruit offline, in small grocery shop. it turned out quite rewarding: fruits more fresh, more versatile. in dawn dream I was leaving a seminar, while some of the pals packing, my ticket yet ready and I was buring for it.the New TV for my elder sister arrived, but she busy with celebrating her granddaughter's birth. God, let my life easier. my knees faultlessly recovered, now time to heal my hip, thanks for I more confident upon it.

dear God dad, yesterday my 2nd elder family celebrate the grandaughyter's birth.I acted elegantly and first left the banquet. before that I had good conversation with my kid brother who sat aside me. I offered tips and helped him daunt barking old dog, my cousion. dear God dad, my knees stiff still in the morning, let my life easier.