dreamed of living pendently.


Submitted by riveryog on 周三, 11/04/2020 - 08:40

all the dawn dream thought over & over live independent, ie. solid income. dreamed I managed a temple, fough for food all time, talented or common life, 2 female sent to my temple by temple system, they were professors, still they live for food. i burned brain for living relaxed, literally, but unable, for men live with his land, and his hard working to breed diary products.

dreamed in a military camp where amid a potato field, like my teenage hometown house back yard but not there. the official investigating my case, I stealthily entered office & tried all keys to unlocked the case, in which my dad & kid brother troubled. just when i start my work, the officer entered the room and turn on the light, so the dream ends. i just felt the disloyal to PRC authority, which gradually hostile toward me.

dreamed had sex with girl, say undergraduate, i did enjoy it. after soon wake up, I felt embarrassed to blog it. but i sound in dream without shame nor guilty. my son has his acknowledge but doesn't judge me.

first dreamed view of male cop, interrogate muslim Uyghur in northwestern China. then dreamed of a much higher rank of ccp spy, a female with whom I once more or less attached, i argued enthusiastically in a water park or her house, but God's mercy, it was just babber holy let me shown, like my recent alumni weixun group chat, or my once QRRS leader, Zhou. God let me live vivid while the spying eyes missed in gazing. 
God, I dislike dream while sleeping. blogging drove my rest sleep ruined. but God, they were creation u bestowed. thx, holy.