dear God dad, time to farewel for seeking cheap sex. in last month I tried all means to gain sex initiatives from my brother's foot bath workers and now my kindness aroused more defense from those poor female workers: they bargain for more than I would enjoy. dear God dad, I saw more confidence in you to find better girl in Qiqihar, not here. dear God dad, now dust down and how I was fortunate not lost. dear Holy, let my life easier.