woz now a confident teenage, even sometimes doesn't know his naivety. I blamed him never independent in front of his arbitrary mom, a terrorist soully and by method. I cheer with his focused gaming experience on his smart gadgets showing his smartness and diligence, while deep hopelessness when He sink in his mom's scams and pits. God, I was not burdened too much as a proud father, was it?
it all starts with windows 10 unable to play podcast after screensaver off, ie. hibernation. I then thought I can use my android pad to play google music. but the sound system on a pad too feeble and likely harmful under long play load. drains a pad by its broken speaker is far from economic, so I noticed an independent speaker would fit my need. I have seen so many boomboxes in recent years after more and more citizen adopting dusk jog in music errand. I hate coarse folk music loudly occupies open space, but I gradually perceived portable speaker's popularity.
I, his proud dad, noticed previously he fond of watch, even cheap e-watch his mom bought him. I envisaged that he has expectation as successful man in American movies or any TV scenes, with a valued watch. I think he wants a watch as leaving teenage, being elegant and wealthy. Then I moved by the growing kid’s dream. I searched at once online store for android smart watch. Pebble is OK but version 2 needs near ￥1000 while version 1 was transit product for me. Then I found Sony SW2 on taobao.com lists within my financial radar, around ￥500.
root in poor income, ie. salary from QRRS around ¥2000 since March, 2016, my credit crisis worsened and issuer bank warned of possible takeover my salary card. even its too mean to cover my startup activities, it does cover most of my living expense including my son's. so I now confronted with starving and survival on my bare hands. my first response is to find a part time job to cover bank commision, near ¥1000 monthly. but I really loathed to put myself in my 50s into labor market.
its my long time eye's candy to watch my cyberspace hut in communicative center of people. from the day I saw internet as a long time devotion bewither, I looked into the essential of publication. my sincere love even failed and broke me, my unspoken persistence of faith in beauty of life and bare support of holy principle, left me to recorded memories online. since 2006 I launched web search for my missing lover. after another in asylum, I liberalized and totally devoted to share my life and viewpoint in adversity. that's my fight for freedom, for world I longing.
- dreamt fell in love. 1个月 ago
- dreamt of twin babies birth. 1个月 2 周 ago
- dreamt of alumni gathering and travel. 1个月 4 周 ago
- dreamt of my infant and pending youth. 2 个月 ago
- dreamed of Chinese peasants in Russia. 2 个月 1 周 ago
- dreamed of once powerful family. 2 个月 1 周 ago
- one meal a day this week. 2 个月 2 周 ago
- first anxiety free morning after broke contract w/ dorm canteen 2 个月 2 周 ago
- my indebted university. 2 个月 3 周 ago
- visit fortune-teller 3 个月 1 周 ago