agarten.in, dream to fly. 一元夙愿，缤纷两帝

the rain since last dusk lasted a night, so plenty and beautiful. in every prospect it's a bliss. my dorm wall these days shed more dusts and leak turned more opener. the chasing devil, the ugly dorm administrative woman, hopeless stupid cow, competed with me for I was almost free to lodge in the dorm, while she born cheap and dirty. God dad, shift me into a new room in the dorm then the sinful woman will expose herself: she is not homeless but just harasses me.

recently frequently moved by kind females in my life around my reality, in my dorm area, on way my jogging. even in my persistent pursue of my wonderful girl, I enjoy their companions of beauty. God dad, I feeling rich and bountifulness.

in boring waiting for our ordered Asus chromebook, this week turned me aimlessly. I played all my cards and waiting now peacefully for outcome, out of Amazon and PRC hark curtain, esp customs. God, dad, brings us our product speedier as it should be. grant us a wonderful monthly reuniting next weekend.

these days more time at leisure and waiting for gathering my son, woz. my nose ran thick water for weeks and that was strange for recently its turned less moisture. this week half passed, which is a relief for me. but long run still ahead before reaching our vested land and bliss under holy sky.

last night I almost starved, ate porridge I prepared for my son's today visit then my hanger eased. my son's internet likely down for more than a day, or his device inactive online all day to refuse my possible call in. my younger brother also tentatively refute my buzz. all showing lunar 2018 will be a harsher year when sinking CCP will adopt new strategy to force me exit. God dad, is it too late or too soon?

recently PRC censorship blocks openvpn in the morning till noon, which likely targeting my most posting period just after dawn dreams. I prepared more alternative vpn on our devices against insane surveillance before worst darkened sky over the scarred land after Ming dynasty, pearl of my ancestor's contribution in China history.

2 days restlessly for a ready converted RTM my todolist export after found touching memories of zhone early years. now dust down and I lighthearted. hope my learning history prolonged by such journeys.

a firm step learning after western culture. hope I can afford more to secure my mouth and teeth workable.